My Serenity, defined.

Today marks yet another milestone of challenges in my life. TO FIGHT FOR or TO LET GO? My peace is, again, tested. My faith is, again, swayed by uncontrollable things. In love. Yes, I am. Judged? Yes. Superfluous prejudice hits me. At peace. Even if they are storming me. To MY PEACE, I love you. And surely, we can wait. :)

Awesome Quotes: BILL GATES in a restaurant.

Awesome Quotes: BILL GATES in a restaurant.: BILL GATES in a restaurant. After eating, he gave 5$ to the waiter as a tip.  The waiter had a strange feeling on his face after the tip...

I Have Finally Found New Peace

It has been over a year since I last cried over spilled milk. Heartbreak wasn't that easy. It was devastating and the dilemma still lingers. Yes, it isn't an overnight recovery for somebody who has given her life to someone who eventually turned out to be a disaster. Shattered dreams and disappointing expectations brought me the feeling of refute and retaliation. A passionate-heart-turned-rebel fumed mad that it seems like no one can ever appease her...until this very day that I have finally found my peace. Now, it is easier to let go. Easier to move forward and appreciate what I have at the moment. It is way easy to forgive and finally, cherish again. Dumbfounded by the love I feel and the support I get, I have learned how to eventually let go, forget things that are over and done and finally start anew. I may, at times, frown because of the things that may bring him to my rememberance but I am certain that even if things didn't go the way we wished it would be, I would still not regret that I have made the right decision of finding and loving myself again. To my newfound peace, I am grateful you came. Words do not suffice how much I mean the word THANK YOU for making me realize my worth. Thank you for the countless times of making me feel loved and accepted. Thank you for helping me grow in the Lord and for supporting my spiritual life. Thank you for your seamless effort to make me happy. As you always say, it is never too late to create a new past - a new, happy and lovely past and from hereon, life will be more meaningful with you!

Vacation, anyone?

It's a sunny day. Hot hot day.
Does anybody have a good suggestion where to go for a [domestic] vacation? We'll be going to Boracay on April. Are there any other places that you guys can recommend? :)

My pictures!!! Its cool!!!

I'm Excited! So Excited!

Last Monday, 9:30 in the morning, November 20, 2006, me and my friend Jack went to the Department of Justice to personally talk with Secretary Raul Gonzalez about our on-job-training (OJT) in his office since we set an appointment with him through his son, Congressman Raul T. Gonzales, Jr., who happens to be the congressman in Lone District, Iloilo City.
We were welcomed warmly by Sec. Gonzalez's staffs. After the long wait, we were accomodated by the Secretary inside his vast private office. We talked about our OJT and he personally told us that we can have it in the Office of the Secretary (OSEC). Ma'am Jenny, Secretary's beautiful assistant, assisted us in filling up the conformity form which should be submitted to the coordinator of College of Public Administration of our school, Universidad de Manila.
Hence, we are instructed to start as soon as possible. Next week, we will start working with the Department of Justice. We pray that we would get a good performance feedback from them.
God leads us!!! =)

IN 100 DAYS

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina:
Im so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.

Peter:
I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.

(both sigh in silence for a while)

Tina:
I think I have a good idea. Let us play a game.

Peter:
Eh? What game?

Tina:
Err.. It's quite simple. You will be my boyfriend for 100 days, and i'll be your girlfriend for 100 days, what do you think?

Peter:
Okay!!! Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months

Tina:
You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up! Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter:
What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theatre now

Tina:
Seems like i don't have any better idea than this. Let's move!

(went to watch a movie and Peter sent Tina home)

Day 2
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a teddy bear

Day 3
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice cream together and hugged each other for the first time

Day 7
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they sat on the grass while gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 32
Spend time at a theme park and go onto rollercoasters, ate hotdogs and cotton candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone elses hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while

Day 68
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek

Day 87
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99
They decided to have a simple day. They agreed to walk around the city. They sit down on a bench,

1:23pm
Tina:
I'm thirsty. Let's rest for a while

Peter:
Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?

Tina:
Uhhmm... A mango juice will be just fine

1:43pm
Tina is still waiting for 20 minutes and Peter haven't return yet. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger:
Is your name Tina?

Tina:
Yes. may i help you?

Stranger:
Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think he is your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and saw Peter lying on the street with blood over his face and her mango juice still in his hands.
The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter.

Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours.
The doctor came out and he sighed.

11:51 pm
Doctor:
I'm sorry, but we did the best we could
He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He looks weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said;

"Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realized that you are really a cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to know that . I have nothing much to ask for but i just wished that we can extend the day, I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time.
Tina, I love you!!!"

11:58pm
Tina:
(sobbing) Peter, Did you know what was the wish i made on the night there was a meteor?
I asked God to let us last forever. We were supposed to last for 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me!!! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter! I LOVE YOU!!!

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.


"To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the heaven;
a time to weep, a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance..."